Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in soul_reason's LiveJournal:

Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
12:09 pm	I picked it up yesterday . . . . How long has it been? Months for certain, but much less than a year. My guess would be four or five. I used to be pretty good. I couldn't exactly drown my audience's souls in the depth of my expression; but I think that, one or twice, I managed to wet a few toes. There is nothing more crushing than picking up your instrument, an extension of yourself and a friend at the same time, and finding yourself unable to channel your emotion and creativity. Needless to say I squawked on my flute until my cheeks hurt(which happened far quicker than it used too, as I remember) and then I grabbed my pan flute. It was an instrument I hadn't had for so long and therefore less crushing to fail on, but still my lack of skill annoyed me. Depressed though I was I vowed to continue practicing on a regular basis. What I wouldn't give to pick up my piccolo again! Or George, my borrowed beri sax, or even the keyboard ruined in the fire. Finally I found a way to vent without bringing on a bout of nostalgia or squawking. My overprived 25$ tin penny whistle from Fort Steele. I think that twenty of those dollars must have been for the tiny 'Fort Steele' logo stamped on the top of it. All the thing is, is a slender tube of tin with 6 holes punched in and a bit of would stuck in the top to make the whistle. I have to half-finger the holes to make sharps and flats so it's a bit tricky to play, even trickier not to squeak. But I love that simple little pipe and I can make it sing! And after picking up my old friend, and several treasured memories with it I needed to express my feelings in music. The song I played, had anyone heard it, would have told them about the emptiness of playing alone. I miss you . . . . Current Mood: Can you here the music? Current Music: My song on pennywhistle (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
9:02 am	MY ANIMATION IS DONE!!!! AND IT IS SO COOL!!!! It is only like a minute long but there is 30 frames per second so do the math people! I had to do that, and Biology30 and English30 AND French30. ^.^ I am so proud!!!!!! Maybe I will post it on the net somewhere! Current Mood: HAHAHAHAHAA! Current Music: We Are the Champions (Comment on this)
Monday, December 19th, 2005
5:23 pm	*snicker* Ironic that the one I am trying to stay in touch with and miss SOOOOOOOO MUCH - is my sworn enemy. *snicker* Come play Jasper. Let's fight! *growls playfully* Give up now before I lose my puppy eyes ...... AND NO TICKLING!!!!!! (-_- my other weakness ....) What's your Super Villain Power? LJ Username Age Favorite Color Sex MaleFemale Power Vampire Weakness Overinflated Ego Evilness - 76% Sworn Enemy jasper_sable Chances of defeating Sworn Enemy - 52% This fun quiz by neo_epyon - Taken 1546 Times. </a> New - Dating Advice written by YOU! (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 15th, 2005
5:33 pm	MY MOMMY IS HAVING A BABY!!!!! She kept it a secret for 5 months, But when I found out i was so happy and excited that I couldn't be mad! Actually for the first week or so I kept absently putting my hand on her tummy to check the baby. Lol! She didn't like that! Every since I have been looking up baby names like crazy! They have to be normal-ish names becuase my moths dosen' tlike wierd ones like me, but still I can come up with a few. Right now I am trying to convince them to go for Riley(spelt Rylea if it's a girl) or Kendall. Eeeeee! I wish it were march!!!! Current Mood: Eeeee! Current Music: Yeah toast! (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 8th, 2005
9:50 pm	Quizz!! Lalalala Quizzes are so much fun! But I have to wonder why. I mean, if you don't like your answer you just make the excuse that the computer doesn't know you. And if you do like the answer then you post it for everyone to see! I guess that's understandable. I know myself better than others know me, but others know how I act better than I do. That is somewhat of a paradox isn't it? Well ne ways point blank I am concerned about how people I've observed, after they do a quiz and find they fit into a certain stereotype try everything to live up to it. It's kind of scary don't you think? That a dumb internet quiz made by people with to much spare time(thank you people, without you English would be boring!) can make us stop smiling around people who are not our immidiate friends, start playing darker games, rush into . . . . things . . . . Current Mood: chotto kowaii Current Music: Statue (Comment on this)
4:47 pm	I WAS CURIOUS!!!! The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? Current Mood: chibi chibi Current Music: Time Well Wasted (Comment on this)
Monday, November 21st, 2005
9:53 am	Neocitren I took one sip - and I was fine. I took another - and was disgusted by the overpowering taste and smell, but still fine. I drank the cup as fast as possible to get the stupid stuff down. And a little while later I was passed out on my pillow. most likely drooling in my deep and rich sleep. IT'S SATAN REINCARNATED AS A LEGAL DRUG!!! Stupid stuff!!! No one woke me up and so I didn't study for my test OR, more importantly, get my 30 frames of anime done!(30 frames per second, 1800ish per minute, and around a quarter mill. for an hour and a half. Do the math! I gotta get my 15 min anime done by the end of december ^^! And I a only about 120 frames in!) Seriously tho, that stuff could fell an elephant(-> did I just insult myself?). MY CO-WORKER LOVES ME!!!! Or at least she said that over the past few days she has been very impressed by my work ethics and enjoyed working with me, and is gonna put in a good word with our superiours!!! :D PARTY!!!!!! I love my job! I love work! So consequently I am generally a very happy girl when I am a good employee! Maybe that evaluation did help give me a kick in the butt . . . . all though I could've cried when I found out I was just barely average! >.< I don't have to be the best but I at least want to be valued! Just wait until I am working in an animation studio(or even MY animation studio ^.^ ohhohohoho) I'll be the best animator EVER! Or at least a pretty good one anyway! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
7:25 pm	I'll live in an apartment . . . . After I have someone take me in for a while. When I am fluent in the lingo I will move out and live in a 1 room 10 tatami apartment! Lol! With a deck that looks out on the city! Maybe I'll even sleep in a hammock on the deck! But not in my underwear! My clothes are gonna be all second hand and my only appliances will be a microwave, a radio, an alarm clock and a rice cooker. Hm, well maybe I can steal my Mommies camp stove - but petroleum is probably expensive. Hmmm, the school has a lot of bunsun burners ..... Husako-sensei is giving me the red kimono! So when I go to festivals I can wear it! In only hope that the japanese will find me less scary than the canadians ... I don't wanna go alone! That'd be no fun. If my co-workers won't come out to play with me I'll I'll - I can be Seto-sama!!!! .... but only if I have to be. Being Seto is only livable if I have a Mokie and apparently I don't anymore. (-_- y'know blogging really brings out a persons complexs. There's mine, right there. If I feel I need something I deny myself it and try to be that which is unobtainable. Gives me a goal I guess, other than creating wonderful, super-great anime! At least now I realize that I need friends. I learned that one the hard way . . . . so why'd they up and leave now that I appreciate them so damn much? Huh! Guys! *waves* Come back? Please! I have to go face the world alone soon enough don't abandon me!!! -_- What did I do wrong?) And I'll climb mount Fuji! And eventually I will move into the countyside - which is outside of the city! I'll work part-time for a farmer and live at their house!(I hope) Meanwhile keeping up my animation apprenticeship and being a manga-ka! And I will be the BEST apprentice EVER! Even if I only start by making everyone coffee I WILL go the extra mile!!! I will BAKE COOKIES! ON MY OWN TIME!!! And serve them with the coffee and everyone will say: "Wow! She made us cookies! Let us make her our undisputed leader!" And I will say: "Thank you but I am not experienced enough to be your leader. However you may give me a lead role in the animation of the next anime which will be one of my stories, with my characters." And they will say: "Oh great Christina who makes cookies! We will take you to the festival, and out for dinner, and show you around the city and go site seeing together! And climb mount Fuji! And Go to onsen when work gets to stressful! And play cards, and watch anime together and make good anime that will make a good impression on the world and stop war, and bad language, and divorce and right all of those wrongs! And we will do it together! As a studio!!! Yay!!!!" And then we will all eat pocky! ...... well, maybe I'll just concentrate on my french and biology and animating until I am an apprentice. BASEMENT ROOM HERE I COME!!!!! And watch out you dumb mouse I bought a trap! Next time you drown ur furry face in my drink you - well .. you won't make it all the way to the cup! Cause the trap will go SNAP! *looks at evil trap* Poor mousy! *crying* Waaaaaa! You can just die in my drink! It's got to be a lot more pleasant than getting snapped! Here! I'll put out pop, s'not like I drink it! Don't suffer! Poor mousy! Or maybe you'd like to die in hot chocolate? Er - luke-warm chocolate? Maybe I'll write you an obituary . . . . in french ..... for lack of japanese vocab. Current Mood: anticipating Current Music: Nami Tamaki's Greeting CD (Comment on this)
Friday, November 4th, 2005
2:01 pm	This was fun . . . . the Prankster (28% dark, 30% spontaneous, 21% vulgar) your humor style: CLEAN | COMPLEX | LIGHT Your humor has an intellectual, even conceptual slant to it. You're not pretentious, but you're not into what some would call 'low humor' either. You'll laugh at a good dirty joke, but you definitely prefer something clever to something moist. You probably like well-thought-out pranks and/or spoofs and it's highly likely you've tried one of these things yourself. In a lot of ways, yours is the most entertaining type of humor because it's smart without being mean-spirited. PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Conan O'Brian - Ashton Kutcher The 3-Variable Funny Test! - it rules - My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 7% on darkness You scored higher than 9% on spontaneity You scored higher than 11% on vulgarity (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
2:17 pm	She told me too . . . . So I will . . . . tho I doubt if anyone will do this. Who on-line really knows me. Or knows it is me if they do know me . . . . *suddenly a wistful and tragic look comes over her face as she falls of the deep end* Who am I, what is my purpose? -to become an animator stupid- Oh! *starts to make her way back up, quite satisfied with her own answer* Ok! ^^ 1. How do you perceive/label our relationship? 2. How would you like our relationship to be? 3. What is 5 things/flaws you would change about me? 4. What is 5 things/traits you would not change? 5. Could you live with me? 6. Would you live with me? 7. What is my most prized possession? 8. If granted the chance would you have sex with me? 9. A word that reminds you of me is? 10. Will you put this in your livejournal so I can take it? I did that last one! ^.^ Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Veggie Tales: I Can Be Your Friend (Comment on this)
Monday, October 31st, 2005
10:16 am	Attention anyone!!! I am looking for someone. Someone very important to me whom I have lost. Her name is Hilary, but her chosen name is Jasper. She is the darker half of my soul and very dear to me. Um, her hair is green, or it might be blonde, or even black! It always changes! She's about 5'6, blue eyes . . . . or amber, again it depends on a few things . . . . Um, ok this description thing isn't working. *thinks* All right lets try this!! ATTENTION ANYONE WHO HAS SEEN A GIRL DOING SOMETHING WEIRD, PHSYCO OR JUST PLAIN ABNORMAL: She might be my yami. Please tell her to come find me, cause no matter how hard I try I can't find her. Reana Current Mood: and a little frantic Current Music: Mission Impossible (Comment on this)